I don’t want to leave here, I don’t want to stay
It feels like pinching to me, either way
And the places I long for the most
are the places where I’ve been —
they are calling out to me like a long lost friend
It’s not about losing faith, it’s not about trust
It’s about comfortable when you move so much
The place I was wasn’t perfect
but I had found a way to live,
and it wasn’t milk or honey but then neither is this
Chorus:
I’ve painting pictures of Egypt
Leaving what it lacks
The future feels so hard and I want to go back
But the places that used to fit me
Cannot hold the things I’ve learned
Those roads were closed off to me
while my back was turned
The past is intangible; I know it by heart
Familiar things are never easy to discard
And I was dying for some freedom
But now I hesitate to go
I am caught between the promise and the things I know
Back to Chorus
If it comes too quick I may not appreciate it
Is that the reason behind all this time and sand?
It it comes to quick I may not recognize it
Is that the reason behind all this time and sand?
## This song is dedicated to bunch of inspirational people who I met in Changsha.
and also to those who live in the purpose of life, let me say this:
it’s not about where you want to be, but it’s about where you have to be…